It’s Time To Rock And Roll
9th November 2009 with 50 comments
Plugs: Kyana, Nicole, Michelle.
So, I didn’t have the greatest of days. RigRag had a problem with accounts for a few of my hostees lost their stuff. I have decided to buy a reseller from Liesl at Pixobox. And I will be offering subdomain hosting on a domain to be found out. 
I can’t seem to hold my domain addiction. I got Creepesque.com to house my Atreyu-related fanlistings. I find that domains really do keep me happy, as do giving them out to people.
People often call their websites their sanctuaries and their escapes from reality. I never really looked at my site in this way because I somehow found it closely linked with reality. But I guess, when I feel down, sometimes I come to my site and all the lovely comments you guys leave me even when I’m in a shit mood. And sometimes when I buy a few more domains to keep me occupied, it takes my mind off the really crappy things.
I also love to write and draw and scribble to take my mind off things. I know some people go and have an ice cream too.
For nearly two years, I didn’t eat ice cream. And a few days ago, I did. I just got one out of the freezer and ate it. The reason I didn’t eat ice cream was because it held that harsh note with something that happened to me in the past. It’s like a scarring.
For instance, you might have had something traumatic happen to you and might not be able to face that thing again. It was a bit like that.
My friend found a cockroach in her McDonald’s burger once! 
Nothing against McDonald’s, but it goes to show you that restaurant food isn’t always the best, and “fast food” can have its problems. Apparently there was a woman who tried to sue McDonald’s for finding a chicken head in her chicken nuggets.
The other day I neglected to mention the “giant microbes” James and I got from the co-op bookshop. He bought the green one for me but I liked the yellow one too so I bought that myself. They’re supposed to represent flu (green) and cough (yellow). But they’re so cute! 
I’m supposed to be having a break from uni, but things aren’t going very well at home which is why I haven’t attended to the site as much lately, and I understand… I have a shitload of reviews to do.
I’m sick of the screaming and shouting and crap that’s happening at home. I don’t want to go into detail. But because of something that happened, I bit my lip to keep from crying in public. Later I found that I had bit my lip too hard and cut it with my teeth. 
Sometimes it feels like there are only a few people who care about you. Sometimes, I have felt like running away from home. I can’t stress this enough to people, but get help. If you’re feeling sad, talk to someone. If you feel like shit, find someone to talk to. Even if it’s yourself.
Don’t resort to self harm; I’ve been there. And in the end it only makes you feel worse. It won’t take away your pain. Smile. Smile and know that someone, even if you don’t know yet, loves you. 
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It sounds like you’ve got a healthy attitude about dealing with the problems though – that’s really good. I really think that no matter how bad a situation is, it’s your coping skills more than anything else that determines how quickly and how well you’ll get through it. *hugs*
and i was freaking out LOL
But as long as you keep up with all of them, I think it’s cool 
Sure, I’ve never tried it. But pain doesn’t take away pain; surely you don’t fight your flu by getting pneumonia, right. 
I have competitions from time to time so that people can enter.
Now that you said it, I don’t want to eat there. Hahaha.
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Lilian
9th November 2009 at 12:21 am
Awwwwww, I’m sorry you had such a bad day…:( That sucks. I hate bad days. Man all this hosting business sounds so stressful! I hope you’re not stressing yourself out too much.
Hopefully it’ll improve once you have your reseller thing =) Haha…How very unfortunate that your hostees lost some of there stuff though.
LOL, domains are like your drug! You’re addicted! But at least they’re good for you
Creepesque is a cool name…^^ Sounds veryyy…romantic. If you can describe a word that way 
Yeah, my aunt always says that it’s good to have a hobby to distract you from all that’s crappy in your life.
I agree! I have heaps of ways to keep me occupied.
Although sometimes trying to distract yourself with hobbies doesn’t work because you’re just way too angry.
I love drawing
Especially when I finish the picture. PIANO! I love piano too…^^…
ICE-CREAM! YUM! Hahaha…Green tea ice-cream. Can’t wait for green tea ice-cream in the city
I know what you mean. Traumatic experiences stick for a while. God if I found a cockroach in my burger, I’d never eat fast food ever again…@_@ That’s so…gross! Poor person! And ew! A CHICKEN HEAD IN YOUR CHICKEN NUGGET *traumatised*
Haha sometimes your body just gets a conditioned reaction. Like since law camp, If a guy stands too close to me or something, I’m like *suffocated*. I try not to show it though.
TRY! But I can’t help the way my body reacts. It’s like “omfg, I must run!” Luckily that doesn’t happen too often.
Eeeee! I can’t get over how cute those little microbes are! I want! I want! Hahaha…
Awwww
Poor you, with all that crap that’s been happening *hugs* I’m always here for you! 
I hope your lip is okay soon. 
I agree! If you’re upset! TALK to someone about it! Even if you just BLOG about it!
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Georgie
10th November 2009 at 3:54 pm
Bahh, it is! Because you have to make sure you have a reliable server and everything.
Yeah, I’m going to get most of them to move, because it really is causing a lot of hassle.
They’re my drug alright, hehe.
I wouldn’t say “creepesque” is romantic though… more like creepy? Well, I guess that’s where it was derived.
Uuugh, that happens when I have domain problems, alright. It makes me angry sometimes. But thankfully that doesn’t happen too often.
Ahhh I would be traumatised too. Luckily the only stupid thing I’ve had in my food is hair, but even that is gross.
Haha I should give you the cough one! Next time you go to your co-op bookshop, have a look!
*hugs* Thank you!
Yeah, blogging helps me get my mind off things.
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