Singing in the Rain
7th June 2010 with 41 comments
I’ve never sung in the rain. It’s just never gone up to the point where I’ve actually enjoyed it. The rain annoys me a lot. Lately it’s been raining where I live. It’s winter already, and I guess it’s something we should be expecting but it’s the wettest winter we’ve had for a while. There were flood warnings out east!
I love singing. I know I’m not that great, but sometimes I’ll just start singing along to a song at home.
I don’t like doing it in public.
I used to study music in high school, so performances in front of groups – big or small – were the norm. I think I’ve lost the ability though, because I still shake up when I perform. I’m fine with getting up in front of an audience and presenting something, because it tends to be a bit relaxed.
On Friday I have a presentation for my Media sub-major subject. I am not really nervous about it because I chose the topic of social media, so it should be easy to initiate discussion especially when it’s something I’m interested in. I’ll be talking about blogging and web design in it a bit, so at least I’ll be comfortable with it.
On the same wavelength, speeches are a little different for me. While presentations are relaxed and you’re showing something, speeches tend to be on a specific topic, and usually you’re trying to make a point. All eyes on you. Scary stuff. I remember my English teacher telling me I sounded like a news reporter in one of my speeches in high school. You have to sound convincing and you have to get your point across.
In the same way, I guess music was like that – sitting with a guitar on a stool and singing was something I liked doing when I was alone, or when I wasn’t put on the spot. When I was put on the spot and people were watching me, I felt really nervous. I have the shakes a lot, and I remember this one time where I had my leg propped up, but it was just shaking like fucking mad when I was sitting there strumming and singing. My leg would not stop shaking.
I played the piano in a few performances and that was a bit better because it didn’t feel so “intimate”. I didn’t always have to face the audience when I played, so I could sort of hide behind the piano a bit.
But… all that is in public. At home – perhaps a lot of us sing in the shower or dance and sing when our parents are out, then shut our mouths as soon as we hear them pull up the drive.
At home, I don’t care… I still dance to Evil Woman by ELO all the time. I still sing super loud to any song I have playing. I get my guitar and play any song super loud and sing super loud. I still play air guitar and sing when I’m bored.

Haha, add it to our to-do list
*Rains* “I’M SIIIIIIINGING IN THE RAAAAAIN, JUST SIIIIIINGING IN THE RAIN”
I suppose it’s good for our drought but it’s annoying when it rains so much that your shoes die. MY BOOTS! I AM STILL MOURNING MY BOOTS!
I mean, I usually like rain, but I’m seeing the inconvenient side of it more than ever this year…when I’m at uni, and then it pours and it’s like “Damn my life!”
Haha! On webdesign too
But yeah, at least you don’t have to perform in public anymore! You can be all self-indulgent with your musical ability

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I was just thinking this morning about how I’ll miss the fun, laid-back choir I was in these past few months at my temple. Maybe there will be something in college that I can join.
You should watch Glee. I love that show.
They play some really cool songs. You may or may not recognize it.
You’ll do fine. Don’t be nervous. Just picture them naked. It works for some people.
I like to get up and move around freely. Get the crowd involved.
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james
7th June 2010 at 9:17 pm
I like it when you sing :3
and when you play the guitar. You really are pretty good
It is so cute
I hate presentations where I’m the only one up there; I just sieze up 3:
and speeches. They are
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Georgie
7th June 2010 at 10:18 pm
Awee, thank you lovey.
Poor you and your Simpsons speech in year 12. I could barely hear you.
*hugg*
I had chocolate pudding for dessert.
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