Dear Meladori.info,

It’s damn hard to believe that you’re over a year old. Well, just. I feel horrible because I haven’t had the motivation… drive… to update. I loved the albums project and I got so far, but I guess 365 — every day — isn’t something for me. It’s a little too much effort, I suppose. I love the project, as I said. But I’ve been doing it since January and I guess I don’t have a love for it anymore as I do with photography (I’ve been keeping a photoblog for over a year).

Then again, you’ve gone through stages. Let’s see. August 2009, you opened with all my scribbles. I thought it was a great idea. Then you just remained un-updated for months.

Let’s see (again). I’m 18 days behind on the albums project. I miss doing those things — I really do. I wish I had caught up but I guess I lost it. I keep getting behind with it.

Some things are more important than others. I do like the project but if I’ve lost the motivation — I don’t know. It might be time to say goodbye. I regret having you renewed (yes, Kya’s in charge of you). A month later and I feel awful.

I’m hanging on, to what, I don’t know. I feel so cruel. Ugh, and to think I wanted meladori.net. I’m sorry.

xo,

Georgie